ABOUT, ABUSE, ADJUSTMENTS, ALONE, BACHELOR, BUMMER!, Uncategorized

NOW THE SHIT HITS REALITY!

To those of you who have read “The life & times of a semi-Batchelor (I lost track of how many) You kn0w what I went through with her & them.

As my “half-sister” and I came to an end. The shit did hit the fan. But now! As I went to the grocery store. I began to realize that. The things she purposely deprived me of. I can buy!

To some of you, it may not seem like much. But when you have been deprived by the so-called wife. The things y0u did not get because of her. I can get nowadays.

I know that. People have this thought, feeling that: “I can’t afford to buy this/that”. Right of the bat! Seafood! Brings terror and chills to the very heart of anyone!

Does it really?

Ever since I was a mid-teen. I was one who had this philosophy of”If I want it!” “I’ll get it!” “I have the money to buy it!” “I will do so!” Get the idea?

YES! A time & a place to save/invest.

Why? IDK! But I have been one to not know or realize. What I am doing. Perhaps! I am having too much fun. After what I went through.

Am I happy? It has its moments! Not being with them? As I said! It has its moments!

I would love! To meet someone! At the same time. I can wait! But! For how long? UPDATE:

UPDATE: WHAT REALLY HIT ME WAS? I WAS ABLE TO BUY!

SEAFOOD, CANNED MUSHROOMS, CANNED FRUIT!

THE THINGS Those ORDINARY PEOPLE WOULD NOT BUY! JUST FOR THE SAKE OF”SAVING MONEY!”

WE ARE HERE ON THIS EARTH! TO ENJOY OUR LIFE! NOT! SQUANDER IT!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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$$$$$$$!!!!! MONEY MATTERS, ABOUT, ABUSE, addiction, ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, CLASH, MARRIAGE, Uncategorized

AFTER YOU GO!!!!!!!

Seriously! It was “her” idea to give me the boot!

But! She did me both, a favor & a blessing in disguise. As you know! The conversion was hard. She always (or supposedly!) did just about all the things. When I got the boot! In about 5 months, I took over the paying of my bills, grocerIies and then some. She thought that! I would surrender to her. Did not.

When I was married to her. She and still! Has a gambling addiction. So! What she did was. Save as much money as she could. So that she had more than enough money to feed her online/offline gambling addiction by.

The bottom line here is! I can do more things with less money. (SSI). While she does fewer things with more money!

Living by myself! I can do things, go places, eat, drink, etc.

It is hard in a way. Because! The three of them were in my life. Now & then I do feel sad for my oldest son. Because what he has to go through with her. Even though The way I was being treated by them. It felt like I was somewhere between. A slave, and a prisoner.

The details I will not go into.

I am a lot happier than I was when I was with them.

Somehow! When iI walk down the street. There are women of all ages, saying “hi!” to me and or “how are you?” as well. I don’t catch it!

But as I go along! I’ll catch on!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABOUT, ADJUSTMENTS, BOYS, BUMMER!, Uncategorized

LIVING IN A TIME WHEN THE WORLD WAS FLAT!

As a kid growing up in Cleveland, Ohio USA!

It was a time when the economic playfield was flat. Especially in the inner city. The near west side was all the same. No one had a reason to leave it for the suburbs. All the neighborhood stores shops were in walking distance and all.

With me growing up in that area. IDK? What was going on?  Economically that is. The people in the area were nice to my parents’ dad, sisters me. But! The kids to these parents? Not so nice. I found that out on my first day of school. And afterward.

At the time! I did not pay any attention to what was going on. Until I found out the kids did not like me because all the kids were either spoiled rotten! Or! Followers of whatever the other guys were doing. It made it hard for me to fit in. Even the teachers! Most of them, to the same.

When we moved back to the projects aka “public housing” even though the kids there were bad! They were rather nice. IDK! This was a part of growing up. See! How ill informed I was?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABOUT, ABUSE, FAKE, FREEDOM, Uncategorized

AFTER THE LOVE! EEEERRRRR! THE SPLIT!

As some of you know about my life. After the split between the narcissist aka wife & I! I found out that she. took all my vinyl records! And got rid of them.

All because! I did not conform & comply to what she wanted me to be! Her slave! There was one point where she wanted me to be “Homeless” so she and them, can live off of my SSI money. That did not work.

Thirty-seven yrs. later! She is still! feeding her gambling addiction. A narcissist, gambling addiction? Not a good combo!

It took me thirty-seven yrs. To figure out. She did not at any time! Love me at all. She even compromised herself to have sex with me her (then) husband. I must be! The only guy who has! Legalized prostitution via being married!

If you ever took the time to read up on those people. You will find that! No fuck’in good to no one! But! You can’t tell them that!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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TRUMP, HILLARY, ELECTION, MINDBLOWER,, Uncategorized

I’M NOT VOTING FOR ANYONE!

Because! Neither is worthy to shine my shoes!

Hillary has Benghazi to contend with. Trump has his comments about women!

The debates were so very childish! Trump was even more! In Trump’s camp. Too many people going in/out of his camp. Hillary! Holding steady!

Any! Political party. Does not have to stick with their parties platform at all. Nor their own platform.

Trump is stopping short of saying! He is President! His facial expressions! Are a stitch!

From the GOP convention. Trump was getting ready to throw a “Trumpertantum” if he did not get the nomination. And the GOP got scared. The GOP wanted to come off like? “All is well” with the GOP.

I see Trump sending us off to war that is clearly! Not needed. It would not surprise me if? The GOP loses “BIG TIME”! “AGAIN!”!

Hillary Clinton is as solid as any candidate can get. Trump on the other hand? All over the place! You cannot run a country/Government the same way Trump is running his real estate business.

Because he has money? He thinks he is going to win? “Get off the pile Trump”!

*f you look at it. Very carefully!  Benghazi! is not that big of a deal. Then what Trump has in head!

 

http://ivn.us/2016/10/21/can-presidential-candidate-contest-results-election/ .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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SLANG, DICTIONARY, Uncategorized

Green’s, the Most Bodacious Slang Dictionary Ever, Just Went Online — TIME

Holed up in his London flat, Jonathon Green has been toiling among his antique books for years, trying to bring a great work to the masses. That work includes 1,740 terms for sexual intercourse (boozle, bop, bonk, bake the biscuits), 4,589 related to getting drunk (atomized, above par, unable to hit the ground with one’s…

via Green’s, the Most Bodacious Slang Dictionary Ever, Just Went Online — TIME

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ABOUT, ADJUSTMENTS, CLASS, COMMUNICATION(S), CONDITIONS, EDUCATION, GRADES, KIDS, LEARN, MINDS, MISTAKE, SCHOOL, Uncategorized

NO WONDER! WE LEAVE HIGH SCHOOL ALL SCREWED UP!

 

Ever since the time. I went to school. Different teachers! different methodologies In teaching.

I can remember the one too many teachers. And how they taught us to learn, think. Some were strict! Some not too strict. Some in-between.

Now! I am not one for conformity! Far from  it!

But! If you remember? There was some that really got to us and made us really learn what they were teaching. And some? We would think to ourselves: “when is recess, lunchtime, end of school?”

I had teachers who used the yardstick, paddle, or! To the principal’s office. Like that worked! I had one teacher, who would grab my hair and move my head back & forth.

Keep in mind! At that time I was dealing with teachers who were so close! To retirement! But! Not close enough to suit me!

It’s the inconsistencies that screw us up! We go from one teacher to another, to another so on.

Teachers more than likely think:”if I can learn it!” “you can too!” CRAP!

Each child! Is different!

There’s a saying. “it’s not so much what you learn!” “it’s how you learn!”

To put it another way? For teachers. “it’s not what you teach!” But! “how you teach it!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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