ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, BACHELOR, FREEDOM, LIFE, LIVING, MARRIAGE, MARRIAGE, CRIME, MURDER, DIVORCE,, Uncategorized

SINGLE LIFE VS. MARRIED LIFE

When I was 17. I was single. and footloose & fancy free! But then as time went on. The people I hung around with, got married and faded away.

That left me with? “ME”. I went from night clubs to bars. Always thinking? What would being married life be like?

So I got married! BIG MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!! Wrong person? YES! Marriage? NO!”

As those of you know. About being married to a narcissist Is like! Then something happened along the way! The separation. The boot! My own place.

It’s been 3 yrs. now. After being married! Single life is all that bad. It leaves little room for going out, dating. But after what I went through? It seems like I am in a timewarp. But in the meantime! While waiting for the grim reaper to come! And meeting someone. All I have is this! “TIME!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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addiction, MEN DO THEY?, PEOPLE, SPORTS, Uncategorized

HOW COME? I JUST DON’T GET EXCITED ABOUT SPORTS?

I guess it’s because my parents were not sports fans either. They were blue collar people. And here I am, neither here or there about it as well.

Don’t get me wrong! I like watching sports. But as far as getting all worked up? Nowhere to be found!

Of course some of my tastes in sports are not the same as some here in the USA. I like? Cricket, handball (both versions), and many more. So far! The only game I don’t really like is baseball. Slowest game there is. I have been to baseball games. Still not a fan of it. I can’t blame my parents for it.

I have met a woman who! Did not understand why? Such a big deal over a ball? (her words! Not mine!).

I’m one that. If the home team wins? Great! If not? there’s always the next game or next season.

To me! I just can’t see! Getting all worked up over a game?

But! Because of radio & TV! I’m not missing a thing!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MARRIAGE, CRIME, MURDER, DIVORCE,, Uncategorized

I CAN ANYTHING NOW!

Since my “booting” from them!

I have (@ Times!) enjoyed my life. I can do, eat, see who/whatever I want. I told her one time: “it could have been a great relationship!” She reacted as if? I lied to her! Instead of the other way around!

ISDK! What I have to be “thankful” for?

I have not met anyone except for the girl at Walgreen’s! But! She’s spoken for.

Still married! But next year! That will change!

When one gets married! One hopes to make it their first! &! Last! Only it does not always work out that way.

I believe that! After the wedding and so on! then! the reality sets in. What both thought was on the same. Turns out not to be. Then it’s time to go for each others throats! I’ve always told the wife: “if murder was not a crime!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THANKSGIVING, SHOULD I?, PEACE ON EARTH,, Uncategorized

I STILL! DON’T KNOW! WHAT TO BE THANKFUL FOR?

After 3 yrs. of going solo! Even though! We (her &I!) are still married! She thinks that. By being in a non-legal separation! Is the same as a legal divorce!

And! She thinks that! because she is a woman! anyone/everyone! has to yield to her!

But!!!!

In all these 3 yrs.! She did me a favor. Her & “it” moved me in to this place. the conversion was hard. But I did it!

I can do so much more than when I was with them!

If this is what I can be thankful for?

So be it!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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NEWS, PEOPLE, TV, Uncategorized

WHAT WERE YOU DOING WHEN? JFK WAS KILLED?

http://www.infoplease.com/calendar.php?month=11&year=1963&submit=Go (NOV. 22,1963).

It was on a Friday! I was at home watching the Mike Douglas show on TV. At that time, it was on at 12:30 pm. It was around 1:)0pm. When his show was interrupted by the news. Then they came back (his show was done live at that time!) Him & his gusts continued on as if nothing happened.

Then he told the TV audience that someone came up and informed them about it. That! And the whole entire weekend was preempted what happened. The network took over that days and all weekend and Monday afternoon programing.

At that time! There was only 3 TV stations and 3 networks in operation.

As I recall! The outside was all quiet! All stores, bars closed because of it. But it was a weekend of action! Arresting Lee Harvey Oswald, then the next day. He was shot and killed.

We can only think of how he would have been. If did live.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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3, TOPICS, NO!,, Uncategorized

WHEN I WRITE! THERE ARE 3 THINGS I TRY NOT TO TALK ABOUT! DEPENDS ON HOW STRONGLY I FEEL ABOUT IT!

There was an all night radio program called “the nightcaps”. It was a program where night owls can call and talk to the presenter about almost anything. Except religion, politics.

I have to throw one in! “Abortion”. All 3 are sensitive topics/subjects.

I think that. I am looking at things where others see only one side of it! I spend a lot of time, reading about anything/everything.

As I read! I see how the one too many news reporting networks, newspapers, and then some. Try to get people to think their way. Even though! I find on the other side of the world. The news items are given more information than here in the USA.

Why? IDK!

When it comes to politics!! This is where America gets divided. Politics! Here we are. Still trying to make sense in what happened Nov. 8th. 2016.  When it comes to stereotyping, name calling. You lose me!

Religion! Sensitive somewhere between a booby trap  to a landmine subject.

Abortion! Again! To the same.

Controversy! Will always be with us!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, Uncategorized

THE JOURNAL OF A (HOPE TO!) SINGLE MAN!

In order for me. To get a divorce form her! it has to be 1 full year! Of no communication with each other.

I think I can do that! I have waited! over 37 years. For this moment to arrive! The cost is not all that bad either. $10.00 filing fee, $200.00 court costs.

She is weirdly! Connecting! A non-legal separation as being the same as a legal divorce. Did I mention? She’s a (full blown!) narcissist! They create their own world, create their own laws, try to get their hubs and kids to be “slaves” so they can always sit on their assess (the size of her! Is that of multi-asses as well as she herself! is one too!)

As you can see! there is no love lost between us! After what she did to me over the years? Why should there be?

This! Is another conversion! From being “dropped of at! Another version of “club Fed” To going solo!

This will  be! My 1st. time in over 37 years I will be single.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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