"CHOKE MODE, ABOUT, ABUSE, ACCOUNTABLE, ADULT, CLASH, CONDITIONS, CRIMES, DECLINE, EXPRESSION, FREEDOM, FUTURE, MONKEY SEE! MONKEY DO!, AKA,, NO LESS, NO MORE, NOT SAID, PAST, PEOPLE, POLITICAL CORRECTNESS,, POLITICS, PRESIDENT, PRESIDENT, WHITE HOUSE, WAR, HOPELESS,, PROBLEMS, Uncategorized

IT AMAZES ME TO NO END THAT!

Here we are. In 2017! We have a President that most if not all America do not like/want. Entertainment personalities, expressing their dislike for some people. An NBA star’s home is vandalized with racial slurs. Bombing in parts of the world. All because (for all we know!) the world is not conforming and complying with Islam.

I can remember a time when? This! Was unheard of! Aside from the wars around the world both large and small.

What are we see now? Depending on one’s own definition(s)? A violation of freedom/free speech.

An upchuck! Of the days of racism all over again!

Our leaders and heroes of days gone by. Do not mean excrement in the here and now and in the future. If they saw? the way life and times are today? They would feel? Like? It was a waste of time and effort! They might be thinking? “Why? Did we even bother?”

In any! Race! We still fight among ourselves! And always will!

We as a nation and a world will always be in? “CHOKE MODE”

What do ourselves? We try (under the disguise of?) using “Political Correctness” to get other to conform and comply with what we want! But! There is a catch and a drawback on this! These same people! Who try to get us to conform and comply with what they want us to be/say! If we did it to them? The general response would be: How dare you!” when it’s: “Not! How dare you!” “But! How dare you?”

Simple solution! Do one’s combination of “Homework” and “Research” and learn what the term “Really” means! Not just because everyone does it! Why can I?

When you do that!

Are you being your own person? If so? Why are you do the same things? What is everyone else doing?

There is a saying. “If? everyone douses themselves with gasoline” “you would do the same as well?”

Do not say “NO” Because this is exactly what you yourself are doing!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABOUT, ABUSE, EDUCATION, KIDS,, KIDS, RAISING, UPBRINGING, PARENTS,, LEARN, MONEY, MOUTH, NARCISSIST, PARENTS, PROBLEMS, SCHOOL, TEACHER, TEACHERS, Uncategorized

EVER HAD A TEACHER THAT?

 

Either you liked, loved, or? The “eat shit & die” teacher(s)?

The inconsistency! Of the whole school system itself. I am not looking for uniformity.

There are still! Teachers who love! With a passion! Yelling, screaming, hollering to their class. And think nothing of it! As if the kids do not have enough to be concerned about. How do these teachers know? The environment these kids live in? They do! not

The teachers I had? Most were women. Some very lovely. Some? Ugly af! But! My mom told me that! I got along better with male teachers.

From time to time! I would give some of the women teachers flowers from my mom’s flower bed.

There were four women teachers and one male teacher I that I really, truly, hated! That one. I can only say: “if murder was not a crime!” I think we as kids! Encountered teachers that are “NARCISSIST”! If you can recall! Some teachers that somehow picked out a child in the class. And made him/her look like? They cannot do crap!

I remember a Psychical education teacher who taught gym! Like it was “Boot Camp” From seventh grade on. Until I dropped out. He happened to pick me to fuck with! For no reason! A true narcissist if ever.

Another female teacher! She always! Had me staying after school for no reason. She would also! Grab my hair and move my head around. Normally! After she did that. I would put my hair down. One time I did not. I left it up. Went home. My mom asked me:: Who did that to you? I told her. The next day mom and I went to school. And she that teacher not ever to lay a hand on her son. Needless so say! There an exchange of words. And next thing you know! The principal showed up. She said to my mom: “Let’s continue this in my office”! The next day. I got transferred to a new homeroom and new teacher! My new teacher was a real “HOTTIE!”

I do believe! Teachers are good for one thing. Pissing a bitch and commiserating among other teachers. No teacher bothers to take into consideration. The background and home life of their students at all. Back then! Problems were not that many as there is today.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, CHANGES, ENJOYMENT, FREEDOM, LIFE, LIVING, NARCISSIST, RELATIONSHIP, Uncategorized

NOW! I AM NOT SO SURE!

If I want to get married again!

It’s been three years! Since the split! As some of you may know. The ex and I have divorced. During that time. The conversion was hard. Simply because that is what she wanted me to go through, thinking that I would suffer and cannot make it on my own without her. Little does she know!

But during those three years. I have come to enjoy myself a lot! Being able to do things, buy things and so on. That when I was with them! The ex made extremely sure I did not get or do what I wanted. A few months ago! Not only is she a narcissist! But! An abusive narcissist! In “Drag”! The one thing that kinda stops me in my tracks is just that!

We all! Have our own way of thinking, believing what a relationship is. And that is where we divide. Men think they know! Women think they know!

For me! It does take two to make it work!

It’s just that! From what I went through! It may be years! Before I do decide to find someone.

“I’M IN NO HURRY!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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BULLYING,, SECURITY,, Uncategorized

SECURITY AT AIRPORTS!

We should not have to go through such scrutiny! As we do when there is an attack/explosion! They should know us by now! As if?????

we now!Live in a world where? The only time when there is extra security? Is when there is an attack/explosion!

Let’s face it! These groups/originations know when to do it!

Their timing is so perfect to an absolute fault!

The old saying still! Comes into play! “What price do we have to pay? For security”?

We have to endure! The delays! For the sake of security!

This!Will not stop! Until we become Islamist! Which is what the Quran says we have to be.

Long ago! We did not have to be s such.

Where? Does this bring an end to the means? When there is no one to kill?

So much the pity!!!!!!!

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PARENT(S), SCREWIER, RAISING, KIDS, ABUSE,, Uncategorized

WE TAKE A LOT OF CRAP IN THE WORLD BUT!

 

Do we have to keep the cycle going?

From the time we are able to understand and comprehend. From our parents, kids on the street, school, workplace, and all around us. We encounter many different kinds/types of abuse. Verbal and psychical.

From our parents! They clearly! Do not know the how to’s of raising a child. So! What do they do? Repeat what they experienced from their parents. And pass it on down to their kid. Aside from the child. Basic parenting is relatively easy. Unfortunately! Do we not know what? “Common sense” is all about!

When I was raising my kids. What I did was? Do the opposite of what my parents did. That means? Being a better parent to my kids. Then my parents were to me. I was a much better father to them.

Of course! they encountered the same things We all did when we were growing up as well.

The whole idea of parenting is? Giving our kids a better life growing up. Then we did. But! No one is getting it! Why? Simple! We only concern ourselves with knowing how to make a buck! And doing what it takes to survive. That is it!

What happens to the kids? It ends being something similar to what I went through with my parents. The least amount of parenting.

Then! The kids end up learning either from the streets! Or via rap, hip-hop artists or both! I am not one for “role models!” Because! Even role models fail! Gone! Are those days!

It is very hard! To stop the cycle of abuse. In one form or another. And try not to pass it on to our kids.

If we cannot find/figure out. How to raise our kids the way they should be raised? They will end up even screwier than we are!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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INTERESTS, MUSIC, KEYS, SHORT,, JAZZ, STATION,, Uncategorized

MY INTEREST IN THINGS IS SHORT! BUT! IT WAS INTERESTING!

 

Ever since I was a kid. I always had an interest in things. It did not matter what it was. From breaking up toys my mom would buy me! To audio equipment to music and then some!

I always wanted to see how my toys worked. I break them up! And see how they work. My next interest was music. I guess it was because of my two “half” sisters. In the kitchen! After they did the dishes. They would turn on the AM radio and listen to rock-n-roll, soul. I had no choice but to listen to it.

When was I about? Eleven years old. My music tastes changed. Al because my mom had a Columbia “non-breakable” vinyl recording of the nutcracker suite opus 71a. It was on the b-side. There was a track of “none but the lonely heart” that got me.

Where I used to live. There was a used merchandise mart that sold vinyl 45 rpm records for ten cents. What got my attention? Where they would sell RCA Victor “red seal” records. These were the ones that had recordings of classical music. Each time I saw them! I bought them. At the same time! I also listened to classical music on the radio. That time. There was only three fine arts station.

Then! My musical tastes changed again! This time. It went to traditional jazz! Here to! There was only one jazz station. This lasted for about three years.

Then I went back to rock-n-roll! I did not really miss much. I think! It was just what I needed.

During those three years. I had an interest in of all things! Keys”! Form me it was very interesting. How each key was cut, the shape of both the key and the handle.

And I had interests in?

Shortwave! My dad brought home a shortwave radio. I listened to it! That was it! I love! Listening to the world!

Maps! My mom would bring home back issues of National geographic. Inside some issues. They had maps of different parts of the world. I remember one time. In grade school. The teacher gave us a blank map. And asked us to write down the names of countries we could identify? I was only on in my class! That got; A- The reason why? I could not id Italy.

Clearly! I “Hated” school! To me! There was nothing interesting to learn. Math, English, social studies! WTF?????????

Science, art, gym! That! Was more my speed! But it also took certain teachers. To get my interest All the teachers I had? Each one of them! “Inconsistent”! At how they teach.

It could be because? There are so many things to learn and know out there!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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