$$$$$$$!!!!! MONEY MATTERS, ADJUSTMENTS, BUCK, BUMMER!, Uncategorized

WHAT WOULD I DO WITH $1,000,000?

I know!

You would say something like?

I would quit my job, travel the world, pay my bills and become “debt free”, invest, save, buy a new car the list is ever so endless!

But! If you think. Life for us would be better? Think again!

I know millionaires! Who squander their riches!

I still believe! We! Or us poor folk! Have it better than they do!

I knew a rich family that! before the husband died. His wife was very nice, kind to me. After he died! She (How you say?) practiced  “economics”! Tighter than tight! with the money!

I think it’s the?

Upbringing, educational background, finding a job/career that pays well, the right place, raising a family, etc..

Upbringing! Let’s face it! Our parents do not really know. The how to’s! In raising kids. So! what do they do? “Carbon copy” what their parents did. Not good. Some parents were brought up in a “violent” families, some were not.

Educational background! It depends on the type/kind/quality of education one gets. Education varies from city to city, Government to Government, teacher to teacher.

Does? any of those things have anything to do with becoming a millionaire? YES! & NO! I believe in a way that! Upbringing does make a difference. It’s the way a child is brought up, How it is raised so on. It does become a factor.

Think about this!

Even if you did win or come into $1,000,000! Keep in mind! The “TAXES!” After the taxes! What do you really have? Not as much as when you started.

A million dollars! Does not cure or solve anything!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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EVERYWHERE YOU GO! YOUR SURROUNDED BY? INCONSISTENCIES!

What I mean is?

From the time we begin to understand! Our parents start the “game”?

All because! their parents did it! So! They can too! Our friends, teachers, classmates, co-workers. People who perform services for us. etc..

It’s hard to say? Which is much worse? I think! Teachers!  The inconsistencies among them! Different ways, means, methodologies, bragging rights. As soon as we get used to one. We move on to another screw-up! And to have that one! Mess with our minds too!

We encounter! More “Narcissist” at birth! Then it goes on until we die.

That is because as I said before. How we were brought up all the way since the beginning of time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABOUT, ADJUSTMENTS, BUILD, COMMUNICATION(S), CONDITIONS, COULD I, FUTURE, PEOPLE, PLACES, PLAN, PLANING, THOUGHT, Uncategorized, WHAT IF?, LIFE, WORLD, AS ONE,

What if? We could create another life on another planet?

It’s just a thought but! What if?

I can remember my sixth-grade teacher telling the class: “Ir’s been said that there is life perhaps on the moon!” Keep in mind! this was in the late 60’s. While we were going to land on the moon in a short time.

But! What if we could do it? Would we start all over again? Start fresh? Almost from scratch?

What are some of the things we are doing wrong here? That! We could do differently if not make it better? Long list! I know!

The possibilities! that could exist for us. I don’t think. There is a planet that comes close to us in terms of? the air we breathe, foods we eat, drink and so on. What if there was?

Who are the people we pick to start this new way of life? How would we choose? Lottery? Examination (both mental and psychically), By Application? Want ads? First, come! first, serve? Who would want to? Age ltd.? This is not something for the “faint at heart!”

Would we still stay in touch with the folks down here?

Would this be like? the ISS? Send cargo into space at certain times?

Let’s just say that! We can do most anything on that planet as we do here. Would mankind/humanity! Change? We would leave all this behind and go to our new home. Only this time! We a race. Will make it much better.

Now! If only? We had the chance and the planet?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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TV reporter fired after obscene tirade against police officer in viral video | Fox News

PHL 17 reporter Colleen Campbell was fired after a she was arrested outside of Helium Comedy Club Sunday night for assaulting a police officer.

Here! We have another local air personality. Who does not understand! Not only do you have to “Be GOOD!” on/off the job. Or! You will see yourself either being a news item. Or! Going viral on the Internet.

Plus! What and how you behave yourself in public.

Locally! we had two women who wrote something at some social networking/media website. They both got fired for it.

In this case! It does cross the ever so fine line of “Free Speech” and flexibility by State law. The state employment law gives employers.

It’s been said: “Once you become famous (both local and otherwise!)” “Your private life no longer becomes your own!”

This! Also applies to Government officials too!

The longer we are on this planet!

The more restrictive! Things become!

Source: TV reporter fired after obscene tirade against police officer in viral video | Fox News

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NOW! I AM NOT SO SURE!

If I want to get married again!

It’s been three years! Since the split! As some of you may know. The ex and I have divorced. During that time. The conversion was hard. Simply because that is what she wanted me to go through, thinking that I would suffer and cannot make it on my own without her. Little does she know!

But during those three years. I have come to enjoy myself a lot! Being able to do things, buy things and so on. That when I was with them! The ex made extremely sure I did not get or do what I wanted. A few months ago! Not only is she a narcissist! But! An abusive narcissist! In “Drag”! The one thing that kinda stops me in my tracks is just that!

We all! Have our own way of thinking, believing what a relationship is. And that is where we divide. Men think they know! Women think they know!

For me! It does take two to make it work!

It’s just that! From what I went through! It may be years! Before I do decide to find someone.

“I’M IN NO HURRY!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABUSE, ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, BENEIFITS, LIFE, Uncategorized

&! SHE THOUGHT I WOULD NOT (MAKE IT!) SURVIVE!

On 09/01/2014!

 

The ex (wishful thinking at this point!) thought I would not make it. This is what happens when you are married to an abusive narcissist! They are mostly found in men. Some women as well.

They are mostly found in men. Some women as well. Abusive narcissist makes you think, feel, believe! You cannot do a thing without them. Little did she know! With the help of my “half” sister. I was able to reprogram and convert to the single life again. It was hard! But I made it!

I can! Eat, drink, smoke, get whatever I want! Without her telling me; badlyThat’s too expensive”! “That! Will shoot up your blood sugar”! The list is endless!

No more! Arguments, yelling, screaming, hollering all from out of nowhere! The abusive narcissist will start things and accuse you of anything/everything. They love to blame the spouse for doing this! Doing that! But do not you blame them fo the crap they do/says! They do want to hear of it. Even though they create their own problems and blame you for it.

I know! She has told her brother and sisters how dumb I am. How bad I treated her (when it’s the other way around!). They love to make them look good! While mouthing you behind your back, sometimes in front of you.

I have seen what is called “The family portrait”! She stands out bigger than the capital rotunda! That’s because! When we were expecting kids! And after. She let herself go! That’s why! Even her dad nagged her about losing it. In one ear! Out the other!

Now! I do not have to go through all that!

It does have its moments. Where it does get lonely at times. But! None of her to be had.

Has all this made me bitter? I do not think so!

Although! It has made me even more cautious in finding someone. All because of the “abusive narcissist”!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHAT DOES IT TAKE? TO GET OUT OF AN ABUSIVE NARSSISTIC RELATIONSHIP?

 

I spent over 40 years in one! The ex! Nearly had me thinking, believing. I could not survive/live without her. Somehow I knew I could. The one too many things! About abusive narcissists are! They sat one thing but mean the other. They abusively “LIE” to a point it’s like an addiction with then. They lie so perfection to a fault that! Other fellow narcissists do not that the people they meet, talk to are “carbon copies” of them as well. They will believe in what they tell them and think nothing of it!

I had a so-called friend (if? He can be called that!) is a narcissist as well. I told both of them. If they ever got together and hit it off! In time! They would go at each other’s throats! And try killing one another! That is how much both of them have in one another. Both of them laughed at it. Normal!

No matter how much narcissism they have. You cannot tell them they are. Because they think they do not have any of it. They may know the word. But! They do not know the ingredients of it.

As unfortunate things do happen. All those years! She antagonized, harassed, pressured me. To do something. At the same time! She knew that I would not lay a hand on her. Then! Came the time! I could not take it at all!!!!!!

She ran her mouth off one too many times. She got What she came looking and wanted! I had the absolute. No choice! I slapped her! It could have been much worse! Considering the abuse I encountered and taken from her. Even I know that.

That was the one! She found me a place to live. Oddly enough!

To this day! I still wonder why? Did she even bother to reconnect with me and get married? No love at all. She pretended to be in love with me. There was nothing! That can/could be called love at all.

All I could think is this. When she and I got back together. I had a job, money, car, investments.

Her! A box that she called her “hope chest. AKA? “Pisspot poor!” And she did not like it one bit!

It’s very hard for a woman who is in one. To get out of it. For me? She made it seem like it was. The conversion was hard! But! I made it!

That one question will always remain! Why? Do they do it?

 

 

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