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TV reporter fired after obscene tirade against police officer in viral video | Fox News

PHL 17 reporter Colleen Campbell was fired after a she was arrested outside of Helium Comedy Club Sunday night for assaulting a police officer.

Here! We have another local air personality. Who does not understand! Not only do you have to “Be GOOD!” on/off the job. Or! You will see yourself either being a news item. Or! Going viral on the Internet.

Plus! What and how you behave yourself in public.

Locally! we had two women who wrote something at some social networking/media website. They both got fired for it.

In this case! It does cross the ever so fine line of “Free Speech” and flexibility by State law. The state employment law gives employers.

It’s been said: “Once you become famous (both local and otherwise!)” “Your private life no longer becomes your own!”

This! Also applies to Government officials too!

The longer we are on this planet!

The more restrictive! Things become!

Source: TV reporter fired after obscene tirade against police officer in viral video | Fox News

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NOW! I AM NOT SO SURE!

If I want to get married again!

It’s been three years! Since the split! As some of you may know. The ex and I have divorced. During that time. The conversion was hard. Simply because that is what she wanted me to go through, thinking that I would suffer and cannot make it on my own without her. Little does she know!

But during those three years. I have come to enjoy myself a lot! Being able to do things, buy things and so on. That when I was with them! The ex made extremely sure I did not get or do what I wanted. A few months ago! Not only is she a narcissist! But! An abusive narcissist! In “Drag”! The one thing that kinda stops me in my tracks is just that!

We all! Have our own way of thinking, believing what a relationship is. And that is where we divide. Men think they know! Women think they know!

For me! It does take two to make it work!

It’s just that! From what I went through! It may be years! Before I do decide to find someone.

“I’M IN NO HURRY!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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&! SHE THOUGHT I WOULD NOT (MAKE IT!) SURVIVE!

On 09/01/2014!

 

The ex (wishful thinking at this point!) thought I would not make it. This is what happens when you are married to an abusive narcissist! They are mostly found in men. Some women as well.

They are mostly found in men. Some women as well. Abusive narcissist makes you think, feel, believe! You cannot do a thing without them. Little did she know! With the help of my “half” sister. I was able to reprogram and convert to the single life again. It was hard! But I made it!

I can! Eat, drink, smoke, get whatever I want! Without her telling me; badlyThat’s too expensive”! “That! Will shoot up your blood sugar”! The list is endless!

No more! Arguments, yelling, screaming, hollering all from out of nowhere! The abusive narcissist will start things and accuse you of anything/everything. They love to blame the spouse for doing this! Doing that! But do not you blame them fo the crap they do/says! They do want to hear of it. Even though they create their own problems and blame you for it.

I know! She has told her brother and sisters how dumb I am. How bad I treated her (when it’s the other way around!). They love to make them look good! While mouthing you behind your back, sometimes in front of you.

I have seen what is called “The family portrait”! She stands out bigger than the capital rotunda! That’s because! When we were expecting kids! And after. She let herself go! That’s why! Even her dad nagged her about losing it. In one ear! Out the other!

Now! I do not have to go through all that!

It does have its moments. Where it does get lonely at times. But! None of her to be had.

Has all this made me bitter? I do not think so!

Although! It has made me even more cautious in finding someone. All because of the “abusive narcissist”!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHAT DOES IT TAKE? TO GET OUT OF AN ABUSIVE NARSSISTIC RELATIONSHIP?

 

I spent over 40 years in one! The ex! Nearly had me thinking, believing. I could not survive/live without her. Somehow I knew I could. The one too many things! About abusive narcissists are! They sat one thing but mean the other. They abusively “LIE” to a point it’s like an addiction with then. They lie so perfection to a fault that! Other fellow narcissists do not that the people they meet, talk to are “carbon copies” of them as well. They will believe in what they tell them and think nothing of it!

I had a so-called friend (if? He can be called that!) is a narcissist as well. I told both of them. If they ever got together and hit it off! In time! They would go at each other’s throats! And try killing one another! That is how much both of them have in one another. Both of them laughed at it. Normal!

No matter how much narcissism they have. You cannot tell them they are. Because they think they do not have any of it. They may know the word. But! They do not know the ingredients of it.

As unfortunate things do happen. All those years! She antagonized, harassed, pressured me. To do something. At the same time! She knew that I would not lay a hand on her. Then! Came the time! I could not take it at all!!!!!!

She ran her mouth off one too many times. She got What she came looking and wanted! I had the absolute. No choice! I slapped her! It could have been much worse! Considering the abuse I encountered and taken from her. Even I know that.

That was the one! She found me a place to live. Oddly enough!

To this day! I still wonder why? Did she even bother to reconnect with me and get married? No love at all. She pretended to be in love with me. There was nothing! That can/could be called love at all.

All I could think is this. When she and I got back together. I had a job, money, car, investments.

Her! A box that she called her “hope chest. AKA? “Pisspot poor!” And she did not like it one bit!

It’s very hard for a woman who is in one. To get out of it. For me? She made it seem like it was. The conversion was hard! But! I made it!

That one question will always remain! Why? Do they do it?

 

 

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WHAT IS GOVERNMENT DOING WRONG/RIGHT?

 

Is it hard to say? What government doing right! Little is being done right (With our president proves it!).

Are they working for the good of whom they serve? Or! They themselves? Because it looks well on both! The resume’ and the family tree?

The campaign promises! Are as wide as the east is from the west! And north is from the south!

But they hope! No one will remind them of it! Say anything! If it gets you elected! Has always been that way it seems like! Since the beginning of time. For anyone who wants to get into politics. Should there be a mental evaluation? It seems to be in order (TY! Mr. President for the idea!). At any level!

Because of our current President! Since there is an age where one can run for President. There should be a “cut-off” in the age where one cannot make a run for it as well. This could be true at each level of Governments.

It’s sad! It only takes one! To ruin it for all!

 

 

Is it hard to say? What government doing right! Little is being done right (With our president proves it!).

Are they working for the good of whom they serve? Or! They themselves? Because it looks well on both! The resume’ and the family tree?

The campaign promises! Are as wide as the east is from the west! And north is from the south!

But they hope! No one will remind them of it! Say anything! If it gets you elected! Has always been that way it seems like! Since the beginning of time. For anyone who wants to get into politics. Should there be a mental evaluation? It seems to be in order (TY! Mr. President for the idea!). At any level!

Because of our current President! Since there is an age where one can run for President. There should be a “cut-off” in the age where one cannot make a run for it as well. This could be true at each level of Governments.

It’s sad! It only takes one! To ruin it for all!

 

 

 

 

 

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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME? AND PREVENTED AN INCIDENT IN TIME?

I’m sure some will say? The assassination of JFK! Of course! What about the¬†assassination Abe Lincoln? MLK?

The making of the H-bomb? The starting of wars? Conflicts?

The point I’m trying to make is? With what we know today. Would we be able to prevent it?

All the things that went on in the past. Were made by what was known in those life & times.

What if? /We could go back? And save the human race?

What point in time would you want to save? And why?

 

 

 

 

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DO I REALLY WANT ANOTHER WOMAN IN MY LIFE? “I’M NOT GAY!”

 

After living with a narcissist for over 40 years. I have begun to think: “Do I really want another woman in my life?

All those years of being married to,”Lucifer’s daughter!

I am still thinking about it.At this point! Living with a woman is would be nice. But! Because of her. She has made me think seriously about if marriage is what I want to try again?

It’s not so much the “Narcissism” part of it. It’s more.

The way some women are with this mentality, attitude about themselves and how “they think” Of how a relationship should be or is. That becomes the problem in “their”relationship with their man.

I do not want to go down the endless list of what “she” thinks. Not enough “toilet paper” to go around for that!
I know in general! Men do not compromise. But women (not all!) do.

Some try to “copy” their relationship to be just like their parents is. Some do not. In some way! I believe that. Women think more with their hearts than with their minds. Why? IDK?

But if I did decide to do so?

Would she have to have? Looks, style, shape, and! Have an excellent mind on her as well. Also! She has to be younger than I!,

I know! It sounds weird! Me! Wanting a woman who has an excellent mind!!!!! Why not? I believe that! A real, true woman has a lot to give and talk about in a relationship! Notice! I said Real, true woman! Their women! And then! There are women!!!!!

It all depends on whom they want to become as well as what they want to make of themselves.,

It’s not a tall order at all!

After over 40 years of complete “NOTHING!”

The time has come me to take my time and find her. Not lowering my specs as who she has to be? I did that! It got me nowhere fast!

And you thought I had on the one thing! Like all the other guys do?

 

 

 

 

 

 

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