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HOW? CAN A PERSON WHO HAS NOT BEEN LOVED? REALLY TRULY LOVE SOMEONE?

I was thinking about this. and to those of you who have read my saga of”THE LIFE & TIMES OF AN SEMI-BATCHELOR”. You know where I am coming from on this.

From what she told me. She said she was told to do this. Hug & kiss strangers ( as to who the people her mom & dad had over. aka WWVA way of showing & expressing love to the “other” person).

At the time. I did not think anything at all about it. But! As the marriage went on. I found little to no love at all with(in) her.

I’ve always believed that. When one is in love. You can feel it! Know it!

But what she wanted was, marriage (a way to get her out of her parent’s house!), kids and whatever she could get her hands on!

Those things! She did get her hands on! Either! fell apart, broke because she always bought thing so very cheap!

Just to save even more money! She always! Refused to pay bills in full, on time!

All that time! She went through the motions and no feeling at all.

I even tried to love her. But! she did was “suck it all up!”And nothing in return.

Working on my 3rd. yr. all by myself. It does give em some time to think about why this? Why that? And little to no answers.

She will always be anĀ unsolved crime onto herself!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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