ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, CHANGES, ENJOYMENT, FREEDOM, LIFE, LIVING, NARCISSIST, RELATIONSHIP, Uncategorized

NOW! I AM NOT SO SURE!

If I want to get married again!

It’s been three years! Since the split! As some of you may know. The ex and I have divorced. During that time. The conversion was hard. Simply because that is what she wanted me to go through, thinking that I would suffer and cannot make it on my own without her. Little does she know!

But during those three years. I have come to enjoy myself a lot! Being able to do things, buy things and so on. That when I was with them! The ex made extremely sure I did not get or do what I wanted. A few months ago! Not only is she a narcissist! But! An abusive narcissist! In “Drag”! The one thing that kinda stops me in my tracks is just that!

We all! Have our own way of thinking, believing what a relationship is. And that is where we divide. Men think they know! Women think they know!

For me! It does take two to make it work!

It’s just that! From what I went through! It may be years! Before I do decide to find someone.

“I’M IN NO HURRY!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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COMMUNICATION(S), CRAFT BEER, ELECTRONICS, ENJOYMENT, EXPRESSION, FAMOUS, LIVING, PAST, PRESENT, MEET,, ICE CREAM, SNACKS, DESERTS,, LYRICS, MONEY, MOUTH, MUSIC, PARTY, PLACES, PLANING, REUNITING, ROCK, ROCK-N-ROLL, MUSIC, CLASSICAL,, ROCKSTAR(S),, RTAGE, SOCIAL MEDIA, Uncategorized

WHAT “ROCKSTARS” WOULD YOU HAVE? IF YOU COULD CREATE & HOLD A “WOODSTOCK” TYPE OF CONCERT?

 

It could be either past, present rockers. The money would be “No Object.

This would not include! The selling of tickets. Concession stand? Yes! Or? BYOB?

But the real truth of it all is! Rockstars!!!! And how long would it last? Where would it be? Who would you invite? Would it be open to the public/private? What venue?in/outdoor? Lighting? Season? The quality of the sound system? Open dress?

 

 

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ADJUSTMENTS, ADULT, ALONE, BACHELOR, DIVORCE, ENJOYMENT, EXPRESSION, FREEDOM, MARRIAGE, MISTAKE, NARSISST, SEPERATION, TRANSGENDER, Uncategorized

THE LIFE & TIMES OF A SEMI-BATCHELOR “THE SEQUEL! “MAYBE?”

So far! I have! Fallen inside my apt.! Had a hip replaced on my right side, broken my right shoulder. Working on my 3rd. year here. Got rid of the bugs that I had when I moved in on my own.

STILL! Married to her! But not for long!

My oldest son. Is still coming over & doing my laundry and having lunch twice a month.

Her! “still!!!!!” the same!

Gender bender! Fmr. my daughter now! An “IT!” still listens to her mom! More the pity!

I find that I am getting hit up! By lovely young women! Y? IDK?

I just started buying new clothes for myself. And on my 3rd. cell phone (long story!).

On the splitz! With my other sister (another long story!).

I find myself going to  “Aldi’s a lot, GFS, Walmart.

On occasion! I do smoke my cigars! No cheapies (plastic holder that come with those “cheap” cigars that young people will buy just to look sophisticated!). or aromatic!

Drink whatever I want!

Buy! whatever I want!

 

When you’re single! You think:”Is this all there is?” Then! You get married! And you start to think:”you know?” “single life was not all that bad after all!” Then separation/divorce comes.

Then! When you’re on your own! YES! My rediscovered freedom is here!

There is no such thing as? “New found freedom!”

You did not lose it! It was there all along!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABOUT, ADJUSTMENTS, BEER, BENDING, ENJOYMENT, FIRST, FOOD, PROBLEMS, Uncategorized

MY RE-DISCOVERED FREEDOM

Ever since! Sep. 1,2014.

When my so-called wife gave me the boot. I have found my re-discovered freedom. Living on my own,enjoying the things that she did not and made sure that I did not get what I needed/wanted all because she is a n.p.d/b.p.d!

Ever since then! I had cigars, the foods that I always loved but did not get because of her.

I have seen a city that I have always! Lived in. But did not expanded because of her. I went to restaurants I did not go to because of her.

From day 1! My life with her was like! I married satan’s daughter! NO JOKE AT ALL!  I read articles at pschycentral.com about narcissism. She meets any and all requirements.

When you finally return to reality! It’s like! You knew it was always there. But! you really did not know if it did?

The conversion was really hard but I did recover.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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BUSINESS, CONDITIONS, ENJOYMENT, FREEDOM, LAW(S), LIFE, LIVING, MONEY, PEOPLE, PERSONAL, PRICE, SMOKING, STORES, WANTS, WHY?

SMOKING! THE AGE OLD ISSUE!

 

EVEN TO THIS DAY!

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. WHY? PEOPLE STILL SMOKE? BUT THEY DO!

WITH THE COST OF FEEDING ONE’S OWN ADDICTION. WHY BOTHER?

PLACES WHERE PEOPLE CANNOT SMOKE. DO EXIST BECAUSE OF EITHER LAWS! OR! THAT IS THE WAY THE OWNERS WANT IT. WHEN SMOKING WAS AN ACCEPTED THING. RESTAURANTS WOULD HAVE WHAT THEY CALL: “NON-SMOKING AREA”. WHAT NON-SMOKING AREA? THE SMOKE DOES TRAVEL! REALLY IT DOES!

WHEN BUSINESSES! WANTED THEIR EMPLOYEES TO SMOKE,”OUTSIDE”. THEY DID. WITH NO THOUGHT ABOUT THEIR HEALTH OR OF OTHERS AT ALL.

IS SMOKING A “GOD GIVEN RIGHT”? OR! A PERSONAL CHOICE TO SMOKE?,

I KNOW! MY (SOMEONE IN THE FAMILY) SMOKES SINCE THEY WERE “WHATEVER AGE” AND THEY ARE STILL LIVING!

WITH WHAT WE KNOW ABOUT IN GEN. SMOKING. WHY EVEN BOTHER?,

I HAVE SEEN! SMOKERS SCROUNGE THE OUTDOOR ASHTRAYS. JUST TO FIND A SLIGHTLY USED CIGARETTE BUT TO SMOKE A LITTLE MORE. IS IT COST? OR! BEING “HARD UP” FOR A SMOKE?

IF IT’S AN EXPENSIVE HABIT? FULL-TIME CONSIDERATION IS IN ORDER.

FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO SMOKE! “KISS A NON-SMOKER!” “AND TASTE THE DIFFERENCE!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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