"CHOKE MODE, CAREER, FREEDOM, MILLIONAIRE, MISTAKE, MONEY, PEOPLE, POLITICS, PRESIDENT, PRESIDENT, WHITE HOUSE, WAR, HOPELESS,, PROBLEMS, Uncategorized

WHEN THE WIND BLOWS! OR WHEN THE SHIT HITS THE FAN!

With all this crap about Pres. trump. And alleged working with Russia and stuff!

The way we feel now! Vs. the way we feel after all this has either blown or! Hit the fan!

Will we ever get our minds back in order/in place? Let alone. Will we ever be the same ever again?

Will the Presidency ever return to normal?

Will the next President bring sanity back again?

Why? Is Congress not doing its job? In monitoring the President?

Is Congress at the very least! Concerned about their seat in congress? All the power! Just going to waste!

More importantly! When or? Are going to war? Sure looks/smells like it!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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DIABETES, TRICKY, THING,, Uncategorized

IT’S WATER INTOX! WAIT! IT’S CENTRAL SLEEP APNEA! WAIT!

It’s the blood sugar acting up (again!).

Ever since three years ago. The blood sugar has gone on the loose!

I just spent 2 & 1/2 days in ICU for it. One doctor said:”Diabetes is a very tricky disease!” He is right!

On Wednesday! I went out the door. And started feeling “out of breath” Then when I came out of McD’s, I could not take only a few steps. without stopping to catch my breath. A med-van driver stopped and asked me if I was all right. He Drove me to my doctor’s office.

It just goes to prove! there is still kindness in the world!

Even though I did not have an appointment, The squeezed me in. The doctor had a cab for me to take me to a nearby hospital. I got admitted, In ICU. From that time on!

I was checked every hour for the status of my blood sugar. Wired up just short for sound! I had! An IV with? Standard saline with sugar to balance the blood sugar, as well as insulin, and too many to recall.

But then! Thursday night! They removed the sacks and I was still connected with lines in me. I asked about it? they said:”If you do have any problems!” “We don’t have to “poke” you again!” “GOOD POINT!”

Long story short! They transferred me to a regular room. The next day. They wanted me to stay another day. I could not. So! I went AMA!

I still need to get to my doctor. And talk about this “central sleep apnea”.

I’m doing fine now.  As much as I did not like it! I had to because of my bills that I could not pay on Wednesday.

However! I did find! That the two things I thought I had. did come from my diabetes. Being more careful now.

I CAN ONLY HOPE!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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DUMPED, STRANGER, LAND,, Uncategorized

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOU WERE “DUMPED” AS A KID?

Granted! we are raised differently. But! there has to be a time/point where! Either you moved from one place. To another. And you felt like more than a “stranger in a foreign land”. The surroundings were different, The area was not quite the way you thought it was to be.

Example! When My parents and my half-sisters and I moved. The whole area we moved to. Was very different! This was at a time when. The playing field was level. The people who lived in the inner-city could move. But did not. These were the “well-to-do families”.

They were nice to me! Better than my parents were! When I got to meet and know some of their kids! That! Was the shape of things to come!

Spoiled brats! In their parent’s eyes! They could do no wrong at all. As long as the parents did not know.

But! I did do something looking back, I should not have done. It was on a Friday. In the wintertime. The snow was about eight inches. The cars were stuck, we kids loved helping the motorists out. Later in the afternoon. One of the people asked us to shovel their driveway for them. We did. When it came to spliting a roll of pennies, I took the money and ran! Because at that time. We were on welfare. And that was the biggest amount of money I ever seen. From that time on. I was the hated kid on the block.

We came from an area where. Everyone was nice, friendly, to you. Not like over there.

When you’re a kid. And your parents have raised abusively! You are left to be raised by yourself! and not knowing it. They expect you to learn and know anything! Everything! ASAP! Impossible!

When I lived in that area. That! Is where I felt dumped!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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CLASH, CRAP, crazy,, CRIMES, FREEDOM, HELP, LIFE, LIVING, LOSING, MINDS, PEOPLE, POLITICS, PRESENT, PROBLEMS, RELIGION, WAY, WHAT, WHY?, WORLD

Top Republican among wounded as gunman fires on U.S. lawmakers | Reuters

Source: Top Republican among wounded as gunman fires on U.S. lawmakers | Reuters  

The worst! Has yet! To come!

Even the best of security measures and equipment. Or weapon laws. Cannot control people who want to do damage or take matters into their own hands!

What we are seeing! Are people who are either? Losing it in more ways than one! Or people are just “fed up” with the way things and this country is going/headed. The people who got elected (in certain methods/ways).

 

With terrorist organizations. It’s trying to get the world to go Islam!

But! At the cost of human lives?

No conscience! No respect of/for human life?

How do the ends justify the means?

 

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ABOUT, BUILD, CONDITIONS, EXPRESSION, FAMILY, GENERATIONS, KIDS,, KIDS, RAISING, UPBRINGING, PARENTS,, LIFE, LIVING, LOVE, PARENTS, RELATIONSHIPS, Uncategorized

AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO BELIEVES IN THIS? PT.1 ?

The reason I put a “?” at the end is that. I may come up with other things.

 

I would like to start out! With what I believe in.

I know! There are guys out there who believe in being the “HEAD” of the relationship! Right from the very beginning. I do not! You may ask why?

I believe that! The woman does know more than perhaps! The man does. But! It also depends on? the upbringing, education, what she has learned as she was growing up.

I believe! In general, relationships. Are two-way street! Sorry guys!!!!!

I know! What my job is to her. Not only to love unconditionally, be there for her, support, honor, pay attention to her, talk to her and for her to talk to me, to uplift her, put a smile on her face, make her laugh, be there in all her ups, downs, and in-betweens, to give her a voice in my world and our relationship, and then some!

For the guys! It all depends on how men are brought up as well. To some guys! I think they encounter more crap then do some women.

There are parents who not understand or comprehend! What we (YES! I am talking about us men & women!) went through. As kids. We do not “carbon copy” onto our kids as well. This! Is just one part of why the world is the shape that it is in!

We as a human race fail to understand is? I would say? Almost from the beginning of time. Our first parents did not know the how to’s of raising kids. So they played it by ear, by the seat of the pants style. Keep in mind! Life and times were much less complicated than it is today.

I have always believed! When we have kids of our own. We should give them a better life than what we had!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MOVIES, CLASSIC, LIFE & TIMES, B & W,, Uncategorized

I KNOW! IT’S A CLASSIC! BUT! IT’S STILL HOLLYWOOD TO ME!

Even though! I was born in the “BABYBOOMER” generation.

The classic movies of old to me. Holds something very interesting. The life and times of that day. The styles, interior/exterior of buildings.

The one thing! That I do find interesting is? The cigarette! Was more than likely hired than that of the actors themselves! There were not that many movies that did not have/use the “COFFIN TACKER!”

The black and white movies! I think it gave us a way of using our imagination. Thinking, wondering what it would look like if I lived in that time? I can only imagine.

In those times! The writing was excellent! There were some that? Passable to crappy! It may have been just something to throw onto the movie screen. And see if it makes money?

In all! Watching old movies! It does give us a bit of a glimpse! Into the past.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"CHOKE MODE, ABOUT, ABUSE, ACCOUNTABLE, ADULT, CLASH, CONDITIONS, CRIMES, DECLINE, EXPRESSION, FREEDOM, FUTURE, MONKEY SEE! MONKEY DO!, AKA,, NO LESS, NO MORE, NOT SAID, PAST, PEOPLE, POLITICAL CORRECTNESS,, POLITICS, PRESIDENT, PRESIDENT, WHITE HOUSE, WAR, HOPELESS,, PROBLEMS, Uncategorized

IT AMAZES ME TO NO END THAT!

Here we are. In 2017! We have a President that most if not all America do not like/want. Entertainment personalities, expressing their dislike for some people. An NBA star’s home is vandalized with racial slurs. Bombing in parts of the world. All because (for all we know!) the world is not conforming and complying with Islam.

I can remember a time when? This! Was unheard of! Aside from the wars around the world both large and small.

What are we see now? Depending on one’s own definition(s)? A violation of freedom/free speech.

An upchuck! Of the days of racism all over again!

Our leaders and heroes of days gone by. Do not mean excrement in the here and now and in the future. If they saw? the way life and times are today? They would feel? Like? It was a waste of time and effort! They might be thinking? “Why? Did we even bother?”

In any! Race! We still fight among ourselves! And always will!

We as a nation and a world will always be in? “CHOKE MODE”

What do ourselves? We try (under the disguise of?) using “Political Correctness” to get other to conform and comply with what we want! But! There is a catch and a drawback on this! These same people! Who try to get us to conform and comply with what they want us to be/say! If we did it to them? The general response would be: How dare you!” when it’s: “Not! How dare you!” “But! How dare you?”

Simple solution! Do one’s combination of “Homework” and “Research” and learn what the term “Really” means! Not just because everyone does it! Why can I?

When you do that!

Are you being your own person? If so? Why are you do the same things? What is everyone else doing?

There is a saying. “If? everyone douses themselves with gasoline” “you would do the same as well?”

Do not say “NO” Because this is exactly what you yourself are doing!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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